Day #2

I couldn't come up with a witty or funny for todays post so I guess Day #2 will have to suffice.

Dr. D wouldn't prescribe Adipex to me yesterday. At first it broke my heart I thought great I'm going to have to do this the hard way. But the more I thought about it, the most I realized if I do this the hard way the more likely I'm going to appreciate it more. He told me that all he could tell me was to make sure and eat 5 fruits or veggies each day. It took all I had to not roll my eyes at him. Wasn't this the same thing that they taught in health class since like 2nd grade?

Well I figured he is a doctor and I'm going to see if he's right.

Last night I did 1 mile of the workout video but it's getting so boring that I don't want to even do it. Tonight I'm going to find myself some more upbeat videos that hopefully will keep me interested. I use to do Tae Bo and loved it. So c'mon Billy Banks!

This is sad and I'm almost ashamed to say this but the only way I'm going to keep doing this and hold my self accountable is if I embarrass the crap out of me. So here goes...starting weight: 274.

Food log for today:
Breakfast: (normally it will not be this but my grandma surprised me and made me breakfast!)
2 eggs
2 pieces of bacon

10 o'clock snack:
apple with a table spoon of peanut butter

Lunch:(well this is what I brought)
wheat wrap
turkey
shredded cheese
Pringles (this will be a challenge to limit myself)


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Okay so here goes...

I meet with Dr. D here in about 3 hours and am honestly scared to death. I've been researching Adipex online since I've had family memebers that have had such success with it and I'm hoping Dr. D will agree to putting me on it. I've got so many questions that keep running through my mind. The what-if's the what-if-it-doesn't's...AHHH!

All I can do is turn it all over to God. I only want His will anyway. I'm not doing this for a man...sorta. I'm doing this for my little man. I want to be the best mommy I can be and that means being a healthy mommy. I'm the only parent he has which means I don't have the luxery of being lazy with my weight or health anymore.

If Dr. D agrees to put me on Adipex I'm going to start updating daily my food log and workout times along with pictures. Mainly for myself but I will be sharing this will a few "accountability partners".

Here goes everything....