I meet with Dr. D here in about 3 hours and am honestly scared to death. I've been researching Adipex online since I've had family memebers that have had such success with it and I'm hoping Dr. D will agree to putting me on it. I've got so many questions that keep running through my mind. The what-if's the what-if-it-doesn't's...AHHH!
All I can do is turn it all over to God. I only want His will anyway. I'm not doing this for a man...sorta. I'm doing this for my little man. I want to be the best mommy I can be and that means being a healthy mommy. I'm the only parent he has which means I don't have the luxery of being lazy with my weight or health anymore.
If Dr. D agrees to put me on Adipex I'm going to start updating daily my food log and workout times along with pictures. Mainly for myself but I will be sharing this will a few "accountability partners".
Here goes everything....
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